February 2010
20-2-10
in a dark room, with the blinds shut. I sit blank listening to the rain. I look from the light of my electronic life i see the rain i wish it to be as simple as the rain, comes from above, goes straight below. with everyone else - Tessa McElhone
Feb 21st
the jacket
why was it always the jacket? this so called magic jacket that makes people fall in love with them i wish i had one of them. it would make it all so simple. get the jacket, and the guys :) now it has something to do with suicide and a train. its so true how someone feels like that some ways. how is it that when  blah blah blah blah blah. this is a massive rant that has no point/ but no one...
Feb 14th
depression day/
today iam avioding all heavily populated public places. iam doing this to protect my self essteem. why today? valentines day. the one sad day a year. where you feel completely alone along with half of the population who have no one to share it with. iam that half of the population. the depressed day. alot of suicides are gonna be made today, just saying avoiding all people who are in a...
Feb 13th